Are u considering suicide?
Tried it twice and didn’t succeed. So no, I ain’t considering it. I am just fed up with alot of things right now.
Reminds of you. I kinda miss u.
Slowly but surely I am tip-toeing my way back into a dark and sad place in my life. I am tired of watching everyone else live such happy and prosporous lives, while I sit back and struggle. People getting handouts and the lavish things in life, while I bust my ass to barely survive.
I am alone in the world and I am doing everything in my power to get what I need and that isn’t good enough.
No help from family…that is the biggest hurt I face each day. I hate this life and to be quite honest, I am ready for it to end. That way, I won’t struggle no more.
killthebloodyredprinceofdeath:
A little backstory to this clip before you watch it:
Will Smith’s father abandoned him and his mother when he was a child, and when Will was finally getting into show business and making a name for himself, he tried to sneak his way back into his life like nothing happened. Will co-wrote this episode, and James Avery (Uncle Phil) said “this scene was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to shoot in my life. Every emotion, every word.. that was Will”
Will was actually supposed to play it off and then walk away, and there was originally an alternate scene that was supposed to happen, but he actually completely cut out what was supposed to be said, and did all of his own dialogue. The hug at the end of this scene is completely genuine, and this was a stepping stone in Will’s career where he started to take on the “do what feels, sounds, and looks right” approach to his acting.
I didn’t really understand the gravity of this scene until I got older and saw the episode again. Still some of the best acting Will Smith has ever done.
This scene just made me tear up a bit. I connected well because my father was never in my life. But as I look over my life, I realized I’ve done alot without him. I made it to college without him…I have a bright future that u created without him…and all the good has been without him. So I’m happy without him.
